Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Memories To Reminisce
Tuesday, February 15th
Today was quinessentially nondescript. Just the same old tiring routine which a normal student typically follows on an average day in a school term.
Signed off
10:51:52pm
Wednesday, February 16th
I am in blissful ecstacy! The very pores of my skin are reasonating with joy! Know what? I got back my Physics retest paper today which 36 people in my class failed and retook and voila! I topped the class with a score of 16/20, when virtually one day ago, I scored one of the lowest in the class, a 10/40. Hehe, this proves I am quirt smart after all! “p. Haha, just kidding though. However, it truly shows hard work does pay off! It certainly was a moment of triumph and jubilation. I am sure my parents would be beaming with pride when they hear of this. I am at the zerith of my existence!
Signed off
6:48:41pm
Thursday, February 17th
Today is arguably the nadir of an otherwise remarkably fine week. As thee are Physics and Chemistry common tests tomorrow. The afternoon saw me buried in my books, struggling half a life, as I ploughed my way through heaps of Physics and Chemistry notes. It was a sheer exercise in agony and pain to say the least.
Signed off
10:20:48pm
Friday, February 18th
A day tinged with a curious oxymoronic blend of both joy and sorrow. ON the one hand, common tests have ended and I should be rejoicing, had I not have especially boring lessons followed by arduous and tediously long band practice to be topped by an exceeding grueling and torturous session of Maths tuition. Most apparently, I was drained and sapped of every single ounce of energy by the time I reached home.
Signed off
11:30:35pm
Saturday, February 19th
Waking up to a bright cheery morning, I made my way down to Jurong Junior College with my friend, Guoyi, for the “Love Fiesta” carnival. Reaching the venue, we immediately merged with the sea of people forming the entire complex. In the canteen, we were greeted with gastronomic pleasures offered by the various food stalls. There were many beautiful souveneirs displayed by the souvenier stalls and unique fizzy drinks prepared by the drinks stalls. I had a splendid time and ate to my heart’s content.
Signed off
9:48:51pm
Sunday, February 20th
The day I have been waiting 364 ¼ days for. My…birthday! Waking up early in the morning, I was pleasantly greeted with a dozen or so phone messages wishing me happy birthday. Wasn’t I elated! Lunch was a simple affair at home of traditional Chinese birthday fare of “Mian Xian” cooked specially for me by my mum. After gobbling down lunch, I sped off to meet my friends who were celebrating my birthday with me. However, happy I was the entire day, I was nonetheless a wee bit worried about Outwards Bounds Course (OBS) which I attending tomorrow. In the evening, I devoted most of my time to packing my bags. Even as I am writing down this entry, my heart is visibly palpitating with sheer anticipation. To say I am merely excited is an understatement. I will most certainly treasure and cherish this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to acquire new skills and uncover new limits and potentials for myself.
In retrospect, this has been a wonderful week and I am anticipating an even more eventful one ahead of me. Hello to tomorrow!
Signed off
11:38:35pm
I gained my freedom @ 10:04:00 AM
The ugly world
Where everyone tries to be the best that they can be
But are actually the worst that they could ever be
The ugly world
Where everyone tries to get the most out of life
But never had any motivations or dreams in their entire life
The ugly world
Where the interior is covered and the exterior shown
Making you feel as if this is not the person you had ever known
The ugly world
Where everyone strives for himself
But never bothers to care about anyone except for himself
The ugly world
Where people preach about the bible and say the prayers
But never thought about the meaning in complicated layers
The ugly world
Where people are weak and fendless
But trying to overcome the problems which are endless
The ugly world
Where people are jealous of each other
And end up doing each other in together
The ugly world
Where people are helping one another
But are actually making use of one another
The ugly world where people’s minds are in a whirl
And end up carrying on their life with a twirl
The ugly world
Where everyone eventually dies
But ends their meaningless life with a terrible lie
So in this ugly world,
What is the meaning of a beautiful and happy life?
I gained my freedom @ 9:25:00 AM
This world is full of irony. There are many things which happen very strangely which make things very difficult to comprehend. When there is no logic or reasons to explain for the cause of the event, it is natural for the person to jump to conclusions and presume the reasons. This is the time when our imagination jumps in. The reason is that our imagination is so versatile and can transcend beyond boundaries. Our imagination can lead us to think of so many things which do not exist in life or which is impossible to occur in our lives. The images of our imagination makes us feel the sense of wonderment and be in awe of how our wonders that our imagination creates. For me, I have imagined myself as a supermodel strutting down the runway, imagined being in a graveyard at night where there isn’t a single soul in sight and a witch appeared and wanted to kill me( this was the nightmare which haunted me so very often during my childhood days). This really helps us to spice up our life as if our lives were just so plain and logical, then wouldn’t it be so boring and uninspiring? Sometimes our imagination can affect us in the negative way as well. Often, there are people who have emotional problems and in turn, it affects their thinking and they begin to imagine negative things and when it reaches a stage whereby they can’t differentiate between real life and their imagination, they will start to carry out actions of their imaginations. That is what leads people to committing to suicide, etc. Thus we ought to realize the powers our imagination beholds.
I gained my freedom @ 9:21:00 AM
Friday, November 11, 2005
Haha today went to school as usual. Perhaps due to sleeping late last night, i was still hugging my bed not wanting to wake up, in the end woke up at 7.30 instead of 6.30. Had school as usual, Physics was probably most interesting ever! Didnt even realize that 1hr had passed until he ended the lessons. Well, seems like treasuring the moment is most important cos Mr Chun will be back next year...haf to idea how i will fare then. Haha but then, next year's my crucial yr so no matter wad also must pia haha i wan to get good grades lo haha.
Besides that, went home and over to westmall again after school to buy physics tys( the compulsory sch one which i didn't buy) with Wai Kit and realized it has been republished and the structure of the qs are no longer the same. Thus, decided to stick to redspot instead as it has worked solutions, which kinda helps me a lot. Yea, then went home and sleep!"p. It was raining and the weather was so tempting that i fell for it haha.
Woke up at 7, had dinner, hmm wad did i haf? okies stm back again. Wait let me think.........think......Forgot! I only remember i had soup. Haha i am suffering from dementia alright. Well after that, went back to my studies and revised for Physics test tomorrow...hope to score well! Now chatting..Haha so tht's about it for today! Au Revoir! "D
I gained my freedom @ 3:47:00 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
Hey! back again. well just came back from swimming. haha luckily did not swim at bukit batok pool cos dad told me that it was raining here just now while i was swimming. Lucky me. Hmm well, been pretty bewildered by something twinnie told me about. He said i was having the perfect life; being in the best class, having so many leadership positions and having someone who teng me. However, i told him perfection brings more imperfection cos i dun think i am having the perfect life at all. On the contrary, it seems more like the imperfect life. There were so many sacrifices that i had to make as a leader: relationship with friends, time, results. Given a chocie, i would rather not have any leadership roles at all and be just a commoner free of all burdens and troubles. What else? Hmm best class...well certainly the drop from 7th to 101th in level this yr is nothing glorious and so what's there to be envious about? Nothing at all. Serious, the only thing i am longing for now is to wait for holidays to come next week, have fun at chalets and camps. Besides that, i want to focus on my academics and await passing down next year. Haha isnt it fun to do selections and deliberations for the new leaders? Well, for me, i am certainly very eager about that.
Hmm, anything else? Haha oh ya! Been very involved in swimming and working out recently as well as badminton with my primary school friends. BADMINTON IS FUN! Haha rarity that i like sports but ya, there are still a number that are my favourites.
Well, hmmm very fan about something. Haha well, people who knows about it( u know hu u r:D), i think you will understand, but yu, hopefully all bodes well. Haha think i am done for today unless something interesting pops up. Ciao!
I gained my freedom @ 10:26:00 AM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
hallo guys! haha today marks the day of the reopening of my blog..er hem..but in another website.haha hope this one won't rot. yeap now trying to upload songs and tagboard, so be back!
I gained my freedom @ 12:45:00 PM
